To Love Thee

To Love Thee...is like a labyrinth,

Intricate in detail,

Compartmentalized,

An adventurous mystery that can jade even the wisest & skillfulest suitor...

To Love Thee...will warm the coldest of hearts,

Sway the most unbending will ,

Give hope in the most obscure conditions...

 

To Love Thee is as vital as I Love me!

I Will Never

I will never get a chance to hold ya gaze,
I will never get a change to engage in a Father/Daughter conversation,
I will never get a chance to hear you utter I Love you,
I will never get a chance to receive words of adoration and affirmation,
I will never get a chance to feel safe in your warm embrace,
I will never get to hear our synchornize heartbeats as you tower over me,
I will never get a chance to hear ya childhood to manhood memories,
I will never get a chance to be given away on my wedding day as I join in an "I Do",
I will never get a chance to rock with you at a father/daughter dance,
I will never get a chance to say bye bye Daddy or hello Papi because now you look low at me from way beyond the skies.


Thoughts of my biological father Tomas Sanchez and step-father Donald Williams of whom I have never met.......I carry the thoughts of your personhood and re-told memories of who you are in my womb...Love you both! ase, ase, ase-o!

Dusting Away the Dust Here

It has been far to long since I have graced this womb space. Negligence is the best choice of word to use for not feeling the need to post or share. I often ponder why the need for such an extreme measure of self-preservation. I knew I needed to come back full circle to me but I am sorry for taking a hiatus. To be honest with myself and those who find value in my blog I allowed self defeating thoughts seep in and tell me that no one cares to read what I have to say. False reality that appeared real...No More of this kind of thought processes.

Nevertheless, today I have declared that I am dusting away the dust here and allowing freedom of thoughts, love, compassion too emanate through posts. I, We all have a story to tell and only we can stop the rendering of our livid experience's.