A Love Lost:A Throwback Piece Found

I heard from Love today,
He served me his walking papers,


I thought hearing from him could re knit our severed ties,
For eight years has gone,
So has his loyalty to me,
Now faded into black and white memories,


Didn't know you would eternally take residence with the rebound chick?
Really?
The rebound chick?


Even in absence,
My spirit called forth your spirit,
Out from earthly realms,


Grieving over the heartache,
I caused,
That left you in the hands of the mind doctor,


I was the benefactor of your chastity,
The object of your only desire,
I molded,
Whipped you into shape just for me,
Did you forget I am the guru of your sexual mastery;


Although,
I let you free to explore the concept of who you be,
You never returned until now,
And you bring me evidence of 3 Love child's and a wifey.


Damn you made the rebound chick the wifey,
Really?
The wifey?


Happiness and Jealously evades my emotional space,
For when I held your ring in tote,
This was my destined fate,


But why am I left vexed and jaded,
Well is it because ur parting words cut me deeper than any warrior's sword,
I heard your whisper loud and clear,
 " Ma you are the first and only true LOVE and No one can ever take that away from you"


The irony in that!
I let him go and another snatched him..
Now I understand what it feels like to have a Love lost....

A memories past.....

Woke up with warm thoughts of you,
Went to bed missing your cuddling embrace,
In unison with sweet, full, deep tender kisses,
I lay mummified,
Lost in mind of the why, when, what,where's?
Glad to know your still here

Thoughts of you emanate poetry,
Full of passion,
Decoded notes of love enveloping,
Two spirits trying to find their way,
On a singular path,
A scared journey of life,

Symbolic language exposes my essence,
Innocent nature,
Untainted motives,
The softer side of this stern stare,
You get me,
And
I get you,
Time holds our destined possibilties